well i look back at the journal entry a year ago and realize i have changed a lot since then, needless to say i am less of a bitch and i ended up moving back home because some one couldn't support herself and her ex with a minimum wage job, but whatever just because he put me in debt up to my eyeballs and again someone else held me back from moving to Portland and again i screwed myself out of a lot of opportunity's, but hey at least i have a job i love, I'm slowly getting myself out of debt, i have amazing friends, and a loving family which makes me the happiest person i know! lol i have been single for 5 months now and pretty much living it up and not giving a shit about any one else pretty much staying this way for a year, a co worker of mine said that she stayed single for a year because she realized she was getting into one bad relationship after another and basically she decided to just be single, she said that's how she met her husband like he courted her for a year and she finally gave in and now their married, granted i doubt that will happen for me I'm only 19 don't plan on getting married until I'm done with college but it doesn't mean i need to be alone for the next 8 years, yes i finally figured out what I'm going to do, I'm getting my doctorate in criminal physiology (I'll major in criminal and minor in child) and I'll also get my teaching degree (i case i need something to fall back on i love teaching so there we have it) and all i have to say is i am 19! i have figured out what i want to do i know how to get it i know what's going to make me happy and i may not have a lot to my name but hell at least I'm 19 and i can truly say i am happy

ok well there's i guess my yearly update lol
Riah